Wow, what a day. Started out VERY rough! I woke up at 2:45 am and could not go back to sleep, it was very frustrating, my mind was running a million miles an hour. I finally went back to sleep when I heard the Hubbs get out of bed, I may sound a bit selfish but I even though of getting up and making some breakfast, but I was warm and my baby was cuddling with me so I closed my eyes :O) Any how back to the day, Little S. cried just about all morning, she did not wan to get up, did not want to shower, did not want to brush her teeth. She cried putting on her socks and cried because she did not wan to wear shoes.. She missed breakfast and we had to leave to take Big S to school so yet again she cried. Of course she had breakfast as soon as we came in (we live 1 minute away from school, 6 minutes when we walk) and the day started to get much better. I was the first to answer my class discussion board and that made me happy, as I had first choice of question. I drafted a  rough draft of my Journal Article Review for my class. I dyed  pasta for Big S's class party tomorrow, as well as dipped some giant marshmallows in white chocolate and covered them with sprinkles. Bagged them and carried them off to to Big S's class along with the treat bags. I just love holidays, I enjoy the decorating and baking and fellowship. We had a good family dinner and dessert, Sherry's Berries, thanks to Abuelo. Big S and Little S sat and wrote out thier Valentine cards, while Baby S and Hubbs played Call of duty. I am baking up some yummy pineapple cupcakes with strawberry frosting for Big S's party tomorrow typing away as I wait for them to cool. I had a very good conversation on the phone with a friend, sad to say but those are few, nonexistent to be honest. What I thought was going to be a horrible day was really a great day. Thank you Lord, I could have not done it without you. I called on Him so much today, and even when I thought I would crumble, I had so much peace. Off to watch Survivor with the Hubbs. Good night and God Bless you, whom ever is out there.

Good evening :O)
 Today is the day that I finally start my blog. I have had Sissy Sweets **kitchen creations** sitting on my dash board for over two years with not one single post. To be honest I was never sure what to post about.  But this year, this year is different. This year I have no reservations, no more worrying about what others are doing or saying, no more being walked over or passed by. This year is for me to be with my husband and my beautiful little girls. Through personal trail I have learned that I was walking away from my relationship with the Lord, I've been down that road before let me tell you es no bueno!!!! I realized, well actually He showed me, that I needed to come back to Him, lean on Him, rely on Him, I needed to understand what it felt like to be so lonely with everyone around you yet at the same time feel His presence and His arms around me. When I had no words to tell Him how I felt, my tears did. They told Him how much I was sad and how I was hurt and alone. He has filled me with so much joy and love that I have no idea what to do now :O) So, I bake, I bake my little tush off. Now the only problem, is finding someone who will eat all these delicious sweet treats!